This is my face right now
I have about 2 weeks to go before my flight to Korea and the reality of going to a foreign country where I don't speak the language and have no friends or family is starting to sink in.
I can barely order a takeaway on my own let alone go abroad!.....people on phones scare me...
I keep trying to remind myself, you have already been through University once, you've moved out of home and lived alone before.....the catch is I hated University! I made 3 friends and one arch nemesis! And considering I'm a very tolerant and easy going person it takes A LOT to become my arch nemesis!! (but that's another story)
Point is, that is no comfort.
But once my sister spoke to me I calmed down, She went on a gap year around my age and explained that actually I can come home at any time, I just have to ask myself :
"if I went home now would I regret it forever?"
And the answer is yes, I would totally regret it. and quite frankly regret is a worse feeling than nerves.
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